Sunday, June 14, 2009

There's No Crying In Cutting

(My Arm - June 13, 2009)

Depraved
Enemy
Always
Deceitful

DEAD

The enemy is lurking,
Seeking out survivors.
Find him and kill him.
If you don't he will find you
And destroy you.

Make a laceration, carve out the anguish.
Your pain means a lot to someone, you just have to reach out.
I didn't.
In the end, I hurt myself but it's all I knew at the time.
There are those I could have called, could have reached out to.
But in the end, I was so overwhelmed with torment that cutting was the only release I could grasp. And in the end, I have no regrets.

That's the saddest part...