Lost, Not Found

Dear God,

Lost in the pain of losing a friend. Lost in the inability to sleep. Lost in deep sorrow over many things. Lost in my relationship with you.

Nowhere to be found. Gone in my mind. Departed from reality. Driving far away where no one can ever find me.

Restless thoughts. Restless motions. Restless racing. Restless images.

No peace. No slumber. No escape.

Prisoner of internal war.

Love Amy