When you look inside and all you feel is pain,
It's time to die.
When your therapist tells you cutting no longer works to take away your pain,
It's time to die.
When your psychiatrist tells you the medication is going to take time to work,
You look up toward heaven longing to die.
You protect yourself from all unsafe people.
I hide in my house.
I call no one.
If I have another seizure, I call 911, not a friend.
I can handle this on my own.
I don't want to die.
My thoughts tell me to kill myself.
I just want to be left alone.
What's wrong with that?
The Bible says God will never leave us nor forsake us. In my case, I hang onto those words as a lifeline. I hope you do, too.
