The day started out well. Jeff and I talked about this past weekend, integration and other topics related to wholeness. I can see how far along I've come in the healing journey and see myself over the mountain of pain entering into the valley of peace and calm. I'm grateful to those who have traveled with me no matter how deep, how wide, how long or how high they've climbed.
Not being on all the medications I require is starting to take a toll. I felt it coming on late last week and today even more so. I'll be slowing down even more than I already have been and resting more than I already have been. I'm a little worried about the depression creeping back in along with the weakness in my body returning. The seizures are now weekly, the leg tremors are back and the headaches/migraines linger a little longer. It will be a great day when God provides for all the medications I need.
Until then, I continue to travel the road in front of me. One foot in front of the other, helped by the steadiness of a cane and the faithfulness of those praying for me.