Depression

Does depression always strike on Mondays or have I ignored it the last several days? Since I have a bad habit of ignoring (or is it really the character defect of selective ignorance?) I'm guessing it's been brewing at a steady simmer.

I'm so tired - physically. All I want to do is sleep. I know spending less than 24 hours at my sister's was a wise choice for my health and wow did I get filled up emotionally yet there's this little voice that says, "See? You did it again!"

Stupid voice. I'm going to take my meds, drink some OJ and go back to bed.

Or maybe it's the new depression med I'm on. Did you know one of the side effects is seizures? What the heck? I'm also taking a new seizure med. That probably causes depression. Anyway, God is in control. All I have to do is tell my psych what's going on and tell my emotions to chill out and rest.

Back to bed I go. Maybe a funny movie will help.

Even though some of the comedy is a bit, how shall I say it, "tainted", Jeff Dunham's DVD Spark of Insanity is hilarious!!! Best ventriloquist I've ever seen.