2008-A year to remember.Cathy's death in February.
Dad's death 9 days later.
Mental Illness and difficulties.
Tracy and Bill's wedding.
Hospitalizations.
Unable to drive.
Maryla's death in November.
Crying most days.
In bed most of the day.
Pain in my body.
New food/meal plan.
Losing weight at a good pace.
Hard not to skip meals.
Need to buy a cane because of the balance issues.
Doctors don't know what's wrong but are treating what they can.
Have to go in for two procedures unrelated to the brain.
No news on the disability but God continues to provide for my needs.
I don't feel like a person anymore.
Most days I don't feel like I exist.
Talked to my psychiatrist about thinking voice mail
people were real conversations.
Told him how I've had suicide and cutting ideations while dreaming.
He asked where I was in the dream. I was already in the psych ward.
He smiled.
